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Broke. Spent too much. Wants and needs? I know not its difference. Life took and turn and still trying to get used to the whole idea of traveling on a different road. New church meant MORE new people (joy…). More or less four years of waiting paid off: I’m blessed with the lady of my dreams. Love tape needs a rewind (maybe?); entropy principle perhaps? Save the best for last? In the wavering balance of my feelings set against each other lascivious love and modesty. Newsflash: I HATE STUDYING. Period. Am I never sleepy? Work’s piling. Present’s more than I can bear; packaged: DHA’s for appetizers; generous serving of freedom, opportunity, and greed for main course, seasoned with lust freshly plucked; responsibility’s for dessert. Doing the dishes - consequence. Probably gotta rethink life if marriage is already slapping you on the face. Seriously. Bills. Car. Insurance. Hunger. Misc. The lot. Ultimately, I just want a home. So help me God…